Tag: journey
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Autopilot
It’s funny how quickly you can find yourself in a pattern or a routine. Normal happens without much thought or planning. You blink and that’s it. My normal has changed considerably in the past year … almost exactly a year in a few weeks. My body has gone from being thrown around from country to…
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More good days than bad 🧡
Finally more good days than bad!
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I feel a bit … normal …
For the first time in 6 months, today I have felt a bit normal! Background – Friday I saw my old hospital cell mate Liz (Hi Liz!) during a hospital appointment. Liz was in a bed opposite me for a week few days/a week of my sentence stay … I can’t remember, it wasn’t very…
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Update – 11th August ☀️
Monday I was so bored … no one came round, nothing to do, I potter from seat to seat trying to find somewhere to comfortably wait until …something. I go online and look for the ‘thing’ my do at home thing that’s going to occupy my brain. ‘Make your own soaps’ … no. I did…
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Insta vs Reality
To counteract the poor sleep caused by EVERYTHiNG, I have decided to try and take control. At the moment I am living between two Options – I fall asleep and get a good(ish) night sleep, I sleep too soundly and forget to deal with the stoma bag during the night and deal with the shit-uation…
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Just a bit sad
The sadness, the tears, the emotions do not come at set times. There is no schedule. I can feel fine all day and it might catch me in the evening or the morning or at 3am. It was like this today. I have been working over the past few days on THE significant blog for…
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Finally going home … very briefly 😬
Everyday for 10 days the Doctor came round. Everyday for 10 days they talked more and more information at me. Everyday for 10 days they asked if I had any questions. Everyday for 10 days I had one question. Can I go home now? And finally after 10 days I got the answer I had…